gut wrenching

i wish i had never gotten a sister

i wish even just once my family would ask if i was okay

i wish my mom was a better person

i wish it wasn't me he chose to marry

i wish we didn't have to both die for me to fix our relationship

i wish i were brave enough to confess the truth

i wish i looked like my father

i wish i didn't have to die in order to survive

i wish my father loved me