let me make you cry more. He still loved him and called him out as his last words. he thought that the person who was holding him was the trash and said something to him, remembering their school days. and the doctor had to listen knowing that he dies thinking of the ugly trash
Girl don't even go there that still got me fxxked up . To the very end he was still thinking of that trash when such a good man was there holding him in his caring arms SHIT I'm gonna start crying again
honey yesss. omg i just read it again and that last scene always gets me and when he says I'll never love again I was fucking sobbing like. damn got me fucked up
Goddammit Poor doctor his love for Zhishu was that strong and I could feel it so much ╥﹏╥. It Hurts my soul every time I think about those last moments
yes. I felt it so fucking much my neighbor knocked on my door asking what's wrong. lol
I had to sob quietly at 2 in the morning LOL
I cried so much during this entire thing I don’t remember the last time I was in tears like this. Every time I saw Zhishu in pain I cried, every time I saw the doctor hold Zhishu I cried, I still can’t stop crying. Zhishu endured so much pain on his own without anyone to help him (illness and abuse in all forms). I’m so glad the doctor was there I’m glad he was able to have some moments of happiness and comfort before he passed on SHIT I’m crying again I control my tears anymore. I Love them so much my hearts RIP Zhishu you were much loved and cared for in the last moments by the best doctor in this series. ╥﹏╥ ┗( T﹏T )┛
I had to take this out of the first half of the paragraph cause it would Insult to say anything about that trash there. Trash doesn’t even begin to describe that worthless excuse of boyfriend; he didn’t even notice that Zhishu very ill the signs were all right there. I don’t care what happens to that bastard just like I didn’t even bat an eye at his mistress/fuck buddy backstory. SCUM OF THE EARTH that is what they are, they deserve everything that happens Shit why can’t stop crying oh my Gawd! （/TДT)/