I’m really sorry to hear that you've been feeling this way, but I'm glad that you found some comfort in the manhwa remember that you don't have to go through these feelings alone. Please consider talking to someone you trust, a friend, family member, or a mental health professional who can provide the support you need. Your well-being matters, and there are people who care about you
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Thank you for this, @ShotoV. I have actually sought for help even before. I did receive some but I kept on relapsing and it just gets worse than the previous relapse. I am tired and have decided to give up seeking help, and now it seems like i just live for time to pass by and, i dunno, waiting for something to happen i guess? but really, thank you. I appreciate this so much, and I'll cherish this well.

that was kind of... comforting. i have been thinking of ways to end myself these past few days, and reading this sort of comforted me.