I continue to read because of OCD and ftr I hate this story

I have OCD I can’t start something and not finish it.

My problem is this entire story is forced. We see how the alpha and beta relationship was organic and grew over time. Comparing it to the relationship with the omega is FORCED their relationship is purely based on SEX AND ONLY SEX. Also for the alpha to have history with the beta, and the beta has told the alpha how his mom treated him growing up and how there alpha knows it affected your boyfriend- I don’t care if I got the omega pregnant I would urge the omega to abort the child because you’ve seen via your boyfriend the type of parent they are with the beta…..

Also the writing is forced- After the beta gives the alpha a beat down that pretty much translate into we broke up- it’s just weird to me the reason for the beating was because they were heading up in the break up direction - the beating should translate as the break up why continue. BUT ALSO- WHERE the fuck did the beta’s friend that likes him go… I highly doubt that the beta couldn’t talk to that guy. Your boyfriend is not present and around when you really need him - why bother opening up about that. Also after seeing the beta vulnerable the alpha still has no qualms about fucking the omega makes me sick.

It doesn’t add up relationship wise why you dump the guy who you pursued wanted have history with and nothing is wrong just because they aren’t an omega and because you enjoy sex with an omega more- it’s just mind blowing.

PLEASE tell me someone read the novel and it makes more sense in the novel and the manhua artist just isn’t drawing important scenes because Things are not making sense. Also the beta feeling like he lost his family because his dad got his wife pregnant - the beta has been used to the division of his parents for a while the idea of a child shouldn’t affect him this much because it’s been going on for a while. I need to know what exactly happened between the Beta’s parents because it’s making it hard to understand the characters. I really pray that the novel isn’t as superficial as this manhua is because I can see the readers of the novel Being just as frustrated.
^^^ to finish my thought the reason why I need to understand what happened between the beta’s parents is because considering I know the ending I can’t not see how the omega getting pregnant with a child is a happy ending because he has proven to not be a good parent and I can NOT see the omega just abandoning his ambitions with his research for a child- IT JUST DOESN'T MAKE SENSE

If you read the novel does the story make more sense or was the author of the novel also writing while under the influence?!?!?