Yea, it can be annoying for the reader but that’s pretty accurate to what happens to a lot of young and insecure teens. They will isolate themselves due to experiences they’ve had, things they do happen for a reason. Seunghee wasn’t accepted by his own family, he felt rejected and he didn’t want to be hurt anymore. Reality isn’t all sunshines and rainbrows:)
I get the isolation. Like what I said, I've been there before. But bitching on the people who's approaching you in a proper way is just not it for me. He can act dismissive all he wants to protect himself but acting like a complete brat is a different story. He's just plain rude
People don’t always react to fear and pain in the most graceful way. Yeah, he might come off as a brat, but that attitude is often a defense mechanism. Im not supporting his behavior and it’s not about excusing everything he does, but it is about understanding why he acts the way he does. People don’t always show their pain in ways that are easy to sympathize with.
I get it, he's lonely. He doesnt have any support system at all. He feels different than the others bc of his hobby and his sexuality. But god fucking damnit, he's also the one pushing people away while some of them just genuinely wanna be his friend. He always go "boohoo I'm so lonely so I'll rather go with that groomer and never listen to what anyone would say about him, not even the groomer's boss who knew that guy for how long? i don't fucking know" but then, keeps pushing seungtaek and the others away when they approach him. It's already a given that they're kind of intimidated bc he's pretty and they thought that he was an idol trainee, why make it harder for others to approach him? I've been in his situation and I felt like a complete loner during high school so I know how it feels to be in his shoe, but goddamnit he's just pissing me the fuck off with that attitude. Not even I would wanna be friends with him if he keeps acting that way. He's genuinely such a freaking brat. A brat I wouldn't even wanna tame.