I think Jiho doesn’t even realize what is happening with his feelings and his mental state, he’s like the void and just takes what he gets at the present moment… In order to him to get himself together before inflicting his trauma to Yujun, he has to understand his emotions and learn how to differentiate them and handle them, and I believe that’s something he’ll only be able to do with Yujun’s company. He is self-destructive and only someone who accepts him whole and makes him feel understood, not rejected and makes him understand he’s worth it and deserves love and affection will help him heal his scars. Those scars are too deep, even with counseling he might not be able to go through it, he needs someone who would be his ladder, his trampoline, but for that he needs to open up to Yujun and communicate his feelings and how lonely he feels, his family condition etc. for them to get through this…
Yujun is traumatized because in the end he never understood Jiho, and he was abandoned out of nowhere. They really need to see each other to heal, I believe. If they could communicate, their relationship wouldn’t be so toxic….
But who is going to be Yujun ladder/trampoline? No one Yujun will just have to accept everything while putting his all into Jiho. What about Yujun!
I believe Yujun would find his happiness in seeing Jiho happy, even if he has to go through a lot of pain for that, because that’s all that matters. I’m not saying he doesn’t need any kind of support, but basically what would make him go through everything would be Jiho’s smile
That just wild, Yujun has to accept all of that just for a ....smile. It just sucks. That so whack and unfair. No way that can ever be love. Why do the author ruin their stories like this
Well in the end there is still a lot to find out in the story, it was just my idea of what we usually see in manhwas but so far the author has been describing their complex relationship and personalities quite well! I really hope they’ll do something amazing of just making a boring story!
okay here’s the thing, are we just gonna ignore how yujun been feelin & everythin he’s putting thru bc of jiho? bros in the military too… jiho has to get himself together before inflicting his trauma to someone who genuinely wants something w him.. what’s worse is that he was just one call away all along… and he chose to call him so casually.. … .. come on. i hope y’all get my point