I am leaving this spoiler again as a brief summary of the whole novel incase y'all are interested

Marlin October 25, 2025 2:05 pm

You’ve only seen a bit of what the ML does to the MC. He’s a hundred times worse than the gray-haired guy , who's going to die after a few chapters as he's just an insignificant character so I won't worry about him.The real menace is the ML,Mfs a psychopath and a black flag.He keeps raping and beating my poor boy, and it doesn’t stop there. He pimps out the MC, who gets drugged and gang-raped by the ML and others to please that creepy old man with green eyes(the prince's uncle). The worst part is that this man doesn’t even regret what he did to the MC until the last chapters. There’s no redemption, nothing, so don’t get your hopes up. When the MC asks if he regrets anything, he even says it’s sexy to see him with others. Only near the end of the novel does he apologize, and it’s just two sentences. “Sorry Ryujin for what I did to you, I am sorry for everything.” The MC has been impotent since being gang-raped before in his school days by a guy and his classmates, who later get killed by the ML. But the ML keeps the photo of the MC getting raped and even finds it hot, using it to get off. I cried a lot reading the novel. He gets raped multiple times. And if you're wondering if the others feel bad or not ,They sometimes feel bad for the MC, but they can’t do anything because of military law as the ML is their superior. And even if he weren't i doubt they would've tried to do anything tbh.Besides, they’re all united against a corrupt royal figure who destroyed their families and lives, so they feel a sense of gratitude toward the ML for seeking revenge on their behalf. I’m talking about Chiwoo and Wolhae (the short-haired girl). The military doctor and Yena (the ML’s cousin) sometimes tell the ML to stop torturing the MC, but he never listens. Eventually, the physical violence stops, but the sexual assault continues. If I remember correctly, all of their intimate scenes were essentially non-consensual, with the ML forcing himself on the MC.

Sehyuk, the brown-haired guy, the prince,is a good person who treats the MC well and loves him genuinely, but because of the plot and their past and background, they can’t be together. He could’ve been perfect for the MC, but because of the plot, he ends up raping the MC once too. Still, he’s far better than the ML and the others. The MC develops Stockholm syndrome and falls in love with the ML, even believing that the ML loves him. The ML says he does, but his actions say otherwise. I can barely remember a single time they had consensual sex in the novel. He always rapes the MC, even when he says no. The whole series is about eighty percent rape as a plot. I cried so much. They end up together at the end and fly to Germany to live there. The MC is probably one of the most suffered bottoms in history.

And if you're wondering if ml suffered or not,well technically he doesn't.His left elbow and shoulder will be dislocated near the end, but unfortunately, they’ll heal afterward . And He had actually planned to die, first by killing the royal figure he was after, and then by taking his own life, which had been his main goal all along to avenge his family. However, by that point, the MC had developed Stockholm syndrome and didn’t want the ML to die. So, in the end, the ML fakes his death and escapes to Germany with the MC.

Responses
    mio aqashii October 25, 2025 2:15 pm

    Damn what a spoil I felt bad for the MC
    Can they pls make a good plot in manhwa, or not following the novel plot. I freaking hate it when there's always abuse happen to MC. FCK the ML I don't like him when he still abuse the MC I think I can still read for the sehyuk and MC part only.

    maya October 25, 2025 2:38 pm

    When I thought of Lee Geom as the top of the list but here we add Ryujin.

    Leslie32666 October 25, 2025 3:48 pm

    Wow I'm shocked about how many times I've read the word rape in your spoiler comment, it's so sad.. Anyway thx for your comment, I was looking at some of the chapters and it already seemed heavy so i wanted to see if it worth it. It is not.

    BoredBabyMama October 25, 2025 4:09 pm
    When I thought of Lee Geom as the top of the list but here we add Ryujin. maya

    That’s a perfect comparison cuz goddamn lol I’m really disappointed about Sehyuk, so I guess I’ll stop hoping wishing and crossing my fingers for that trope. Lol.

    Morii October 25, 2025 7:08 pm

    FUCK WHAT. No! I wanted him to at least not be turned on by the MC being gang raped. Ugh, barf. Please tell me that’s just what ML thought but after realizing he likes MC, he doesn’t get turned on by it anymore!

    Isn’t that why he killed the rapists for MC? Fuck. MC does not deserve this shit head. This shit reminds me of Missing Love, MC is put in a situation where he is repeatedly abused by almost everyone around him.

    Only difference is that the ML in Missing Love is an absolute gem/green forest.

    Morii October 25, 2025 7:11 pm

    “The MC has been impotent since being gang-raped before in his school days by a guy and his classmates, who later get killed by the ML. But the ML keeps the photo of the MC getting raped and even finds it hot, using it to get off.”

    1. So since he finds it hot, what are the chances he will get angry at MC while living together and have guys gang rape him?

    2. Please tell me he doesn’t find it hot. Any detailed information as to why he finds MC being gang raped hot? Why isn’t he jealous or disgusted? Well I have no hopes for him being disgusted by it, but jealous at least???

    3. And MC who was raped by classmates, was this before meeting ML or ML orchestrated that?

    4. How long have MC and ML known each other?

    5. How long is MC gang raped by randoms? Is it like over some months or years? I hope it’s not like the timeline of nearly decade in Bad Life.

    Morii October 25, 2025 7:16 pm

    Also as of ch 34, I don’t think I’ve seen any gang rape. Are we getting close to it?

    Marlin October 25, 2025 8:06 pm
    FUCK WHAT. No! I wanted him to at least not be turned on by the MC being gang raped. Ugh, barf. Please tell me that’s just what ML thought but after realizing he likes MC, he doesn’t get turned on by it any... Morii

    Ml kills his rapist because that's what ryujin(mc) wanted and yes he might've done that because he was angry too but that wasn't clearly mentioned.

    Marlin October 25, 2025 8:07 pm
    Also as of ch 34, I don’t think I’ve seen any gang rape. Are we getting close to it? Morii

    Yes most probably it's close yeah

    Morii October 25, 2025 8:08 pm
    Ml kills his rapist because that's what ryujin(mc) wanted and yes he might've done that because he was angry too but that wasn't clearly mentioned. Marlin

    Ugh poor mc