Well his reasons are valid and he did express his longing to yoonsung. They both love each other so much they feel like they cant live without one another. Hakyung said that if its not for his brother he wouldnt live on and yoonsung who have hakyung as the only he love and ending up attempting suic1d3 but later on hakyung reminded him to not forget that he also has a lot of people that are dear to him and he shouldn't ignore them for his sake. Because hakyung care for yoonsung so much he doesnt want his cherished people to be gone in his life because of his love toward hakyung yk? I love them so much
The way you completely misunderstood this manhwa is so funny lol. Hakyung was forced to stay away from yoonsung remember? Every member of Yoonsung's family hunted Hakyung down just to tell him over and over to stay away cause he was the one causing Yoongsung pain when it was yoonsung's own family dooming him. Besides are you forgetting that Yoonsung's brother and father are not below black mail? They black mailed Hakyung with his mother when she was still alive and then the older bro brought his brother into the narrative which forced Hakyung to make difficult decisions. But even when his mother dies the first thing Hakyung did was reach out to Yoonsung. When he learned Yoonsung remembered everything he literally started crying what more do u want from him geeze. If you think yoonsung lost alot then its wild u dont think Hakyung lost EVEN EFFING MORE. In fact its wild Hakyung took yoonsung back after everything yoonsung's deranged family put Hawyung through.
I did not misunderstand a single thing lolol. I am talking about POST SEVEN years, not when the situation actually went down. He never even thought of coming clean to Yoonsung about how his family was actively hunting him???? Or what happened back then??? I don't think he lost even effing more when Yoonsung attempted SUICIDEEE. It's not wild to want the guy who literally wanted to die because of him back in his life. I wanted more effort from his side, not for him to cry and conveniently for everything to fall into place.

I am sorry, but the effort to reconcile being so one sided on Yoonsung's part pissed me off in ways I thought it wasn't possible, lmfao. At some point, Hakyung's wishy-washiness just started to get on my nerves and the fact how much more Yoonsung loved him more than Hakyung loved Yoonsung. The author really should've done a better job at expressing Hakyung's feelings. If you are gonna make the ML a yearner, make the MC a yearner too. One sided yearner stories ain't fun.
There should've have been at least a very brief chasing arc on Hakyung's side to make the wait Yoonsung felt feel more fair like holy FUCK that dude lost so much for Hakyung. The fact he just takes Hakyung back after everything just felt SO anti-climactic, especially how Yoonsung just conveniently gets all his memories back?? Just like that?? Sure Hakyung had his reasons, but there really should've been a point he put more effort into reconciling the relationship than Yoonsung.