YOU'RE SO RIGHT!! Like I love the yearning the pain and the angst and they can explain a bit of the seme's character, but they don't really explain why he's so vile with the person he's obsessed with. It isn't like the uke has treated him so horribly that he wants to get revenge, so why hurt him? Everyone in the comment is forgiving him everything but honestly he's still a fucking asshole lmao
No one is excusing his actions nor forgiving him. We are just seeing his reasons and seeing WHY he became the way he did. He truly is broken and once had a good heart and soul.
He's an evil ruler with selfish intentions, yes, we can see why. Doesn't make it okay. We sympathize, but a wrong is a wrong. The acts he's commited is nothing but wrong.
My only problem with people is people loving and forgiving black flags like Ceasar and Zhenya. When these two are just as bad if not worse to their lover, and have only gone through not even half of what Chan Geon has gone through, yet have a problem with Chan Geon.

you know, I feel like if you read chapters as they come you'll sympathize with top a lot and begin to justify his actions but, then I reread the prev season again just now and you know what fuck him, bottom has been nothing but nice to top as child and as adult, so all those vile things top did to him...
yeah fuck him, he can rot in hell and I still won't give a fuck that he suffered so much in his childhood