we wre trying so hard to be healthy that its turned toxic sorry but i dont habe alotnof friends so im gonna dump this into here. i have such a hard time letting my feelings out but when i do it feels like he twists what im saying and if always defensive when he shoukdnt be. like for ex ill say something like “it makes me feel like you dont want to talk to me” wnd he’ll respond with something like “hey so actually no one even said that” like are we deadass he knows how hard it is for me ti talk about how i feel and encourages me to try but when i do i get nothing out if it :/ And recently we’ve been going thru so much shit its draining and right mow its supposed to be like done with like oh yeah its moved on frim but its not and when i think i something my stomach churns

fuck im also going through it with my boyfriend and fucking girls i didntt need this