Edit: Serves me right for expecting some character development in a run-of- the-mill cis-heterosexusalized toxic BL.
exactly how i feel </3 jk literally apologized for how he treated dan in the last chapter yet here we are watching jk man handle dan into the bed again. at the very least if they were going to have sex i thought it'd be gentler?? with dan's permission?? like how is this any different than how jk was acting at the very beginning of the story....
Yes, exactly!! The author ruined some great chances for adding nuances to JK's character. What was the point of adding that sad back story and the apologies and the pseudo -redemption phase, if he tosses all restraint and thoughts out the window at the first hint of anxiety for his next match? A good villain/antagonist needs way more than beastly impulses.
the way jk was tempted to fuck (really, rape) dan when he was sleeping beside him indicated he had no intention to change to begin with. it makes me believe he was never going to restrain himself for dan's sake at all. like... what did he even apologize for? i just hope jk continues to pleasure dan from now on instead of forcing dan to pleasure him but i know i shouldn't be holding out expectations anymore lmfao
I am venting so feel free to skip.
So, the fact that Doc Dan hasn't eaten his dinner and has been spacing out and feeling queasy throughout the day is no never mind to you? #－.－) (*sighs)
I was expecting way too much too early in the morning from a big time j**ka** （￣へ￣）I thought he'd at least offer him some easy food. All that soul searching (?) and observing Dan for the past several weeks came to just this? I read the new comments and I understand (somewhat) the readerly anticipation but I, for one, was super disappointed, and, no amount of hasty, questionably passionate foreplay will abate or change that. Frankly, it ruined whatever goodwill JK had earned in my books over the past few chapters.