I think so. It feels like he wants 1 month with him without the ghosts interfering and then he will ask the ghosts to take him coz that’s what it will do ultimately is take the soul.
Honestly I think it’s a bit sad. As a kid, he didn’t know better and used the ghost but as he got older, he was in denial until he got him and let go of him. Like deffo became a scumbag but he found out his crazy obsessive love for him…He can’t even get rid of the ghosts… I mean there’s been no mention of how he can get rid of the ghosts… and Now he cant live without him and dragging both of them down to the point they’re both tired. He sees he is hurting him but he is broken without. So it really does look like it that he is trying to off himself after this. Now I feel sad
So what’s he gonna ask for after a month? To die?