FRUSTRATION

nixks January 3, 2018 7:31 pm

I'm so frustrated, though that's no different from how I've been like thorough this whole story. I wanto scream. It is just not fair for the real Han Siwon to just disappear like that. Just think about it. He IS REALLY dead, all because of his shitty excuse of a brother. But because his body remains, none of his relatives are actually aware of the fact that real Siwon seriously just ISN'T there anymore, that he left as a result for being so depressed and left alone in shame without anyone to reach out for. Come on! Looking back at it, the most heartbreaking moment in the story is truthfully the scene, when Siwons parents rush to him and are happy as he is alive. As it was only a suicide ATTEMPT. They are here with only an empty shell of their own son giving it all their love and happines, while he has already long left their world and they will NEVER know. Parents lost their beloved child without even knowing it. Without having a chance to say goodbye, a chance they didn't even knew they had. He was alone, he passed away, but that will always remain hidden and usaid.

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    nixks January 3, 2018 7:41 pm

    And also, if i were taemin i would die with frustration. Im stuck in a different body and i just cant come back my own, to how ive lived. He must be supre mad, i would be.
    And how much do i wanted taemin to have his original body and be a top.
    I have two versions, of course with TAEMIN THE TOP 1) from the first side OLDER story, when haribo for the first time showed the pair, how theyd look if they didnt part: unaware supportive protective hyung taemin + quiet almost emotionless woojin with a GREAT CRUSH 2) from the last side story with taemins first school day: bashful energetic airhead taemin + suggestive teasing sly woojin