Basically the uke wasn't wanting to accept his feelings and was afraid, but seriously I think he wholeheartedly came realize his feelings for the seme before the bdsm guy came along. I think he was just not ready and was afraid. It is chaotic in the beginning. Like don't read this if you're already depressed, I recommend Sign Language because it's funny and cute and it does have drama but well it's better than this if you want to be happy feeling. If you haven't started reading in it's entirety, don't until it's finished, because I guarantee it will piss you off but you'll want to keep reading. It has been updated from this chapter on here and it gets to where the uke stands up against the bdsm guy, so certainly will have a good ending, but if you're in the mood you say you are, I wouldn't recommend you read this until it's complete and you can have a happy closure or something lol wish ya the best and seriously try Sign Language it's wonderful at least to me it is lol

I'm Confused , I'm getting crazy and I admit I didn't read the whole thing
but when I read some selected chapeters I feel like my world is crumbling please explain this to me.. I don't want to be depressed.. I'm on verge of crying
and depressed by this manhwa what is their purpose to make the uke like that??
why is he doing it with the other guy?? why ? why ? I need explanation I'm so sorry I'm retarded and I'm sorry that I'm stupid enough to post this but
please if anyone understands me please explain this to me thoroughly
I can't do this anymore , I'm anxious and I feel seriously messed up ...
I want a closure .. I regret that I chose to read the latest chapter instead of the first one now I'm so messed up by the story.. and I'm sorry.. please explain this
to me I feel like I'm gonna feel more depressed if I read from the first