It's so confusing I don't even consider it rape. Seriously he did exactly what he wanted. Saying no but meaning yes inside. He didn't hate it because he seriously never wanted him he only hated it because it would mean that he was gay and seriously accepting and wanting to be gay. If he honestly never wanted to have sex he would have beaten him up the way he did with enamoto senpai if that is stalker guy name. I'm not excusing what seme did but getting told by the person you love and have been fantasizing about for 5 years that I wanted you to fuck me but really I would have fuck anyone else made him snapped understandably. Again NOT EXCUSING him but he was in a rot n he wasn't really finding the release he needed . Of course he would snap if the object of his fascination would say the things he said. Also we have to remember they were both young when this happened 18 or 19. Their brain isn't fully developed hence all the impulsive act and self seeking going on. Urgh this gave me a headache as I was trying to analyze why everyone was doing what they were doing. I just wanted to read and enjoy a fluffy or rocky then fluffy yaoi. I just wanted a straight seme to fall in love with a gay uke in a fluffy way.
He was raped and assaulted by “the man he loved” then 3 years later he’s like “aight. Let’s fuck” hHhhhHuuuuUh?