This poor fucking kid. All he really wanted was for that jackass “learned sir” to be proud of him and that fucktard hurt and abandoned him. He’s been through so much. He’s called a whore and when he asks the seme why he’s nice to him he tells him it’s so he’ll be more comfortable for sex, making him feel even more like his whole role there is just to paint and be fucked. Nothing else matters but painting and fucking. I can’t even imagine how low he feels. Even when he reaches out for some sort of comfort or confirmation of care he’s shot down. It makes me wanna cry.
This poor fucking kid. All he really wanted was for that jackass “learned sir” to be proud of him and that fucktard hurt and abandoned him. He’s been through so much. He’s called a whore and when he asks the seme why he’s nice to him he tells him it’s so he’ll be more comfortable for sex, making him feel even more like his whole role there is just to paint and be fucked. Nothing else matters but painting and fucking. I can’t even imagine how low he feels. Even when he reaches out for some sort of comfort or confirmation of care he’s shot down. It makes me wanna cry.