Ok this concerned me enough to ask but do you see nothing wrong with the way the seme treats the uke? He's a piece of trash causing the uke misery even when he asks to stop. Their relationship is just beyond miserable and toxic to the heavens. Just why do you love this? I'm trying to be as nice as possible. I'm just genuinely concerned for you and a bit curious.
i mean, i can't see this as a realistic relationship at all obviously, real people aren't characters. I just feel like the seme can't accept his own feeling and he is fighting with them, but i can also see he's been growing a lot since the start! As characters i dont see how the seme is treating the uke so poorly rn,, they are both scared af
but maybe i just have some problems lolz
do i make sense

im screaming its like... one of my favorite bls now, im in love