He been akward everyone call him slow no one respect him or expect anything from him. , people veiw him as burden , no one love him .." warning spoiler " ....
in end when he was was asking about sangwoo in hospital but people keep giving him wrong person information , it was so davestating , the looks of disgust given toward him , it was so sad .
I feel like I can relate to him on some parts .. if looks can kill I believe it true .. people can die if you look auut them in curtain way it kill their self stem and push them toward depression which will lead to sucide in end .
What heartless guy
.and if he call thr guy rapist then what about him he did same thing as that rapist when they were in school...
He didn't rape but he manipulated Sungho in HS. He's the reason sungho have become some monster. If you read the events in their past you can see he was super cute and helpful to others. I always on Dohyun's side and hated sungho for the rapist and kidnapper he is. But then when their past was exposed and I saw how Dohyun treated him then and how he destroyed sungho's joyful youth to the point where he became a crazy psycho, I don't feel that much for Dohyun. It's true that we can't blame the victim but it's also considerable that Sungho was himself is a victim in his childhood of manipulation which damaged his mental health as a child and thus he is stuck in his childhood trauma till now.
When in one side I can't support Sungho in his wrong actions and crime (but I feel his love for and obsession with Dohyun) on the other I want Dohyun to be free from this misery and want both of them to lead a normal life with or without each other.
Sungho wrote how much he actually loved to be touched by dohyun in those journals, why would he lie when he about to commit suicide right?
That's being said, i think the only reason why he was messed up bc of his reputation as honor student and good son to uphold. To involve in gay relationship wth dohyun would paint a bad image to him despite deep down in his heart he liked all those skinship he engaged wth dohyun as written in his journals.
I wont gonna lie that i wished so badly that these two beings who inevitably in love wth each other to reconnect some day.
Reposting someone he's post:
The thing is, after Sungho rejected Dohyun when he first tried to kiss him, Dohyun stayed friends with Sungho for many months afterwards. He was fine to hang out with Sungho without sex.
It was only a year or so later when they got split into different classes that they started to drift apart. Dohyun thought that was just a natural consequence of them living in different worlds, and was going to let it happen, but Sungho didn't want that to happen and so offered sex, thinking that that would make Dohyun stay. And Dohyun went along with it because he thought it would give Sungho a reason to stay.
You can see in chapter 46 he actually tells Sungho to knock it off and not get so close and personal because he has feelings for Sungho and doesn't want Sungho to mess him around. But Sungho kisses Dohyun anyway.
Don't even start compering them
The thing is, after Sungho rejected Dohyun when he first tried to kiss him, Dohyun stayed friends with Sungho for many months afterwards. He was fine to hang out with Sungho without sex.
It was only a year or so later when they got split into different classes that they started to drift apart. Dohyun thought that was just a natural consequence of them living in different worlds, and was going to let it happen, but Sungho didn't want that to happen and so offered sex, thinking that that would make Dohyun stay. And Dohyun went along with it because he thought it would give Sungho a reason to stay.
You can see in chapter 46 he actually tells Sungho to knock it off and not get so close and personal because he has feelings for Sungho and doesn't want Sungho to mess him around. But Sungho kisses Dohyun anyway.
first he give him weak inhibitors eventhought meant for teenager omegas when dohyun had irrigular heats and in end he give finally give him stronger inhibitors when he completely out control , this kind doctors are not good he even tell dohyu. to learb about his cycle from his mam , no you as doctor need to educate your patients about their health not ask someone else to teach them , that why I don't trust male doctors who work as genologiests and prefer to go to female doctors cuz they understand female bodies better then mals doctors , and I think more omegas should work as doctors for omegas not alpha doctors
The thing about medicines is that doctors want to give the best treatment without putting patients at risk of the medicine's side effects. Since he just got his heats it should be irregular, which is why he was given the first set of medication in the first place - those medication IS meant of irregular heats of teenagers. The doctor explained all of this in chapter 2.
However, the doctor hadn't anticipated the trigger of his heat to be Taehan, and realised the extent of how powerful the heats were only after they found them sleeping together, which is when he gave the stronger inhibitors. Medicines aren't that simple you know; if a person has been given a medication that works for most people, but for you it doesn't work or you have a bad reaction to it, doesn't mean it is useless or harmful. It just means that you should change to other medication. Same thing goes for vaccines.
Although I agree with you that the doctor should give him advice about his health, he advised Doyun to seek advice from his mother BECAUSE he isn't an Omega, and he knows he can trust her since she was the one who brought Doyun to the doctor in the first place. And plus, Doyun seems to think he is a quack doctor anyways, so it would be better to learn from someone he trusts more than a doctor he only met as an adult.
Sorry if I sounded condescending, I just realised some things that were wrong with what you said.
rereading my comment made me remeber some stuff I did not mention , do you remeber when dohyun first had sex and fearked out abd that stupid doctor brush the matter telling him that maybe he was addicted to sex , that doctor is very problomatic and unproffetional at his job , off course it just yaoi manga and ai know that but this just give bad image to doctors over all .
Didn't the doctor in the same chapter (Ch. 8) say that he wanted to run some tests too, after he made the sex addiction comment? I get where you're going with this, but it was out of working hours and I figured that since they have a close enough relationship for Doyun to call him "hyung", they might be having a more casual discussion of his condition than in a proper doctor's appointment (Ch. 1).
I think it's more questionable that the doctor is treating someone so close to him. Idk about how Korea works, but I think treating someone close enough to call you "hyung" could impair your clinical judgment about the patient, making it unprofessional. From what I see so far, all of this makes what the doctor does unprofessional, and I agree that it gives doctors a bad image. But it's yaoi right? It doesn't need to tell an accurate picture unless it is medically focused. ¯_(ツ)_/¯









This is amazingly turn on for me .. I hope story go far and develop into healthy relationship where both get what they desire.
If you can't wait for the continuation, I recommend you 'Sneaky Red' which is similar on every point ~_^