Honestly, if it's me I'll definitely choose Lex. To be beside the King feels kinda troublesome
This feels painful a bit so I'll just skip this chapter and wait until the prince wake up then read it from this chap
same ┗( T﹏T )┛
This MC idk if i should call her an airhead or just plain innocent (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
i was in "taking a break" with my ex for almost 2 months and it ended really bad for me. i tried to kill myself on the day we broke up and no one knows, this is the first time I'm talking about this and I'm glad no one knows me here. My situation is almost the same like Nemu, it was because of another girl but the thing is "I" was the one who contacted him during that silent break. I kept asking if it's "still no good?", i gave him time to solve it with that girl not for shutting me out. I was really disappointed and all i can do is just cry at that time, i didn't tell anybody about my situation at that time it was december and ppl are in holiday mood, i don't want to ruin that. Until finally i had a big fight with my mom and all that emotion that i kept inside was going to burst. It was December 31st and a very hot day, at that time i just felt so tired. So i drove my dad's car outside i went to pharmacy, bought 20 pills and just in case i bought a knife too. I drove really far, parked where no one really pass that road. I gulped 10 pills and wait for a bit, after that i chatted him asking, "if it's still no good?" and other stuff. I remember i started feeling bad already after 20 minutes. I stay in the car still crying, and a police officer who is patrolling on small road stopped on my car asking if i was okay, he saw my ugly face sobbing and kept asking if I'm alright. So i just told him, "I'll be alright sir just pleaaase leave me alone. I'll be fine" because really that's what i thought, "I'll be fine... soon". After some time that officer left i try to drove the car again trying to move to a more quiet place. After i parked again i gulp another 10 pils. It's been 1 hour now, i just felt realllly weak. I lay on the car seat while looking at the sky and i kept apologizing to God while gazing at the sky. I cry until i feel sick. THEN he replied, "if that's what you want. Fine let's break up". At this point honestly idk what to feel, he doesn't reply the rest of the texts that i sent yet he replied my last text asking "should we just break up?". I wanted to blame him but i can't it was my fault for being weak, for being blinded by love. So i can't hate him. I can't hate my mom, thus i just keep blaming my self. I was so sure I'm going to die, but to make it perfect i tried to use the knife but didn't happened. Idk for how long i was in that car. I'm not dead yet, but after that was just painful. I kept vomiting this yellow fluid the whole night, i was suffering but no one knows. Because i don't tell them. Not then not now, so when i read this few chapters again, despite being fictional characters it really really hurts. After that, it took me 3 months to be here now, ppl realized i changed a lot, i used to joke around a lot but then suddenly for 3 months i looked soulless, when they asked i just told them i had a bad break up. I'm good now, but it's hard to love again.
If this happens again, the best thing to do is confide in someone. Even a stranger would do. Strangers lowkey give you the best advice because they'll give you their honest thoughts. Keeping it all to yourself will just make you feel depressed
T.T it’s ok to feel weak. It’s hard to always stay strong. I felt very sad reading this. You must have been really sad. Im glad you are doing better now and want you to know that things will definitely get better. I believe things that happen are supposed to, so it’s ur ex’s loss for losing you. don’t feel too sad, things will come to you when they are supposed to as well. Bad things happen, but even greater things will come! ;)
I went through a break up too. I didn't push myself to move on and I even keep contact with that person but we both had a mindset that we are never getting back together. Eventually, I moved on completely. Please be strong and I'm happy you were able to get through that
All I can say is, girl you are hella strong to through that all alone.
I.. honestly don't expect anything, i don't expect any replies. I just wanted to let go of this burden a little, i never wanted to tell this to anyone because I'm just too ashamed of myself. But nevertheless it always feels nice to hear consolation words. I'm glad I could finally talk about this and you guys don't know just how much your words here have brighten my day. People are amazing, they could love when they never met yet, they could support even if they're strangers and they could do completely of the opposite. I'm really happy to be able to experience the bright side of it. Thank you very much, i hope y'all have a great life
Gonna ended your life for one person.. seriously? *rolls eyes*
It does happen, especially with younger people.
Girl trust me, is his lost. I will hate my entire life if i'm lossing someone like you. Someone that love me no matter what. Treasure yours self more someone you will find someone worth your self. I'm glad you alright!
"And thus, he took both hands"
Wahahahahhahahahahhah XD
BRUH, THAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN.
LOWKEY THIS STORY IS CRAY
And i don't mind that at all ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Am i the only one who is like confused with their position when they had sex? Like which one is the seme and uke here? The expression kinda got me there
The stalker is the seme and manager is the uke. The uke was just riding him!
Lol, yeah i know that but the dialogue and expressions just doesn't sit with me at first
i love the extra information about Sheppard's life span that u put there, getting more emotional with that ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Ikuyoo
Lol, so like let's go? I got u bud