I knew it. I had an inkling that, from the start, she already wanted to die. It looks like she really loved First's brother and felt extremely guilty for turning him into a vampire and annihilating his whole family. I don't even think she tried too hard to stay away from First. She kept following him not because she wanted to kill him, but because she wanted him to kill her to lessen her guilt.
My god I should have left this to read for later. The plot's so interesting and thrilling that I can't stand waiting for another update and having to be cliffhanged every chapter. I LOVE BUFF SOFTY MEN so I will definitely be disappointed when our Abel/Apel is gone :(. Idk if I want to leave this to marinate or continue reading it because I desperately wanna know what's next. If anyone has a link to the novel(if it even has a novel) please give it to meee. If there's none, I wanna know if it's caught up to the raws and send the link.
I'm guessing the 'nickname' that Abel didn't tell the king will be something he is remembered by, especially by the Prince. Why else would the Prince call him Apel if not as a form of remembrance? That's probably what will trigger the Prince's memories of Abel once he sees him in a different body.
I also suspect that since Abel took the black potion that the queen drank, he will be blamed for poisoning the queen by those motherfuckers. Now they have even more reason to kill him. What heartless monsters. It's such a shame that the guy who searched the library found the books too late.
This is a hidden gem. It's so underrated that I feel like crying on behalf of the author. The author didn't deserve this; they deserved more recognition. She truly created something perfect, even if she doesn't realize it. I hope she understands that, even though her work is not seen by many, it's one of the greatest masterpieces out there. I'm so glad the author is still active this year. That just proves she's strong enough to create more great stories. Keep up the good work, author. We love you!









I feel like this is going to be where he gets manipulated into reincarnating. Because Ian has the mana, or the so-called 'curse.' But for Brian, that was their savior. Having mana means saving the land and the people, which is why he was tempted to take Sol's brother's mana.