okay now thinking of how season 3 is gonna play out while considering that it will be more gyeol centered, we'll get to see his past /how he met suyeon from his pov/ and the now. Will suyeon accept gyeol's "helping" hand once again? I wanna say no but it will probably be the case. Maybe then gyeol will need to move back to the states and either he'll leave suyeon w/o asking him to come or he will and suyeon refuses. I can't my brain (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
oof okay the season 2 finale was so good i cant deny that cuz im glad we learned that suyeon wasn't fooling around with others (except yunho and...bastard gyeol) BUT BUT i was waiting for yunho to bring up gyeol?? Like he should have clocked suyeon by saying "AND WHAT ABOUT U FUCKING GYEOL HUH?" And damn Su-yeon's childhood was heavy...i feel sorry for hum i really do (this doesnt mean i forgive him for cheating with gyeol) AND I AM SO MAD THAT BASICALLY GYEOL WON? and yunho too in a way since he left. But i did feel bad for suyeon AAAAAA my feelings toward suyeon are so mixed i love him and feel sorry for him but then later despise him for what he did...
oh that...i would say that was probably one of the reasons he was attracted to gyeol. And not in a weird way, maybe he thought if he was loved by gyeol (someone who looked like his father), indirectly he would heal from the abuse he suffered from. I think the author will discuss this more in season 3 or before that aka Twitter questions
OKAY LMAO CHAPTER 57 IS HERE AND ITS THE FINALE gosh I was reading Twitter reviews I'm so stressed okay...:the chapter starts with a flashback of Su-yeon's childhood in 199x, he's sitting in a room alone reading books then suddenly someone comes in. Young Su-yeon calls out "dad" and he sits next to him on the bed and there is a smell of alcohol. We then see his dad's face AND HE LOOKS LIKE GYEOL? like literally the same and he says "your mother is dead, she was stabbed to death here *points out in Su-yeon's body*" and continues "your mom left you to me and went to play around with men. And while playing around she died." GODDAMN WHY IS HE TRAUMATIZING THE POOR BOY...then pushes Su-yeon and says "because of how much she played with men, only men showed up to her funeral...I truly loved that woman...fuck, dirty bitch" and the mf continues " she was a slut...a bitch and a slut. Just looking at your eyes reminds me of that woman" then the fucking bastard OMG I HATE HIM FUCKER SAYS "hey, what is your mother? Yea? What is your mother?" And baby Su-yeon shocked stutters and says a bitch...then we see a bit of Su-yeon in his mother's arms while his dad is saying "what a bitch" then back to the same scene his father says "then, what are you?" And then Su-yeon's eyes become pitch black. Then we see some speech bubbles that i think are from yoonho in the past to suyeon saying "i will make you happy suyeon, suyeon" then it cuts back to where we left off past chapter and its yunho holding a knife and calling out Su-yeon's name. Then yunho says : "How many other students did you do this to besides me. How many people like me are thrown away after being played with." And Su-yeon answers "what are you..." then we see a flashback OF WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED THAT SCENE WHEN WE ALL THOUGHT SUYEON FUCKED OTHER STUDENTS (when yunho's female friend told him) actually that student kissed suyeon out of nowhere and suyeon refused him. Back to the present and suyeon says "you said u didnt believe those rumors...there was no one before and after meeting u..." yunho then puts the knife in front of Su-yeon's face and says "I really tried! But, Su-yeon, have you ever seen me as I am? Now i realky think you were...i hate you. What was i to u? You...Ill stab you and ill die too!" Suyeon responds "to me you were...you were truly a special person. I never once thought of you as someone else. Yunho, At first, I didn't know I would love you this much. guess I shouldn't have done that. Dont do that... Im a slut who doesnt know what love is" then puts the knife on his neck and shouts " I don't want to hurt you like this...better die" we see yunho's inner thoughts "the familiar pulse behind the edge of the knife. His regular heartbeat. The sound of our heartbeats matching each other's speed when we hugged and touched our chests. The beat I loved." Then yunho throws the knife away and says "Don't get me wrong. I'm doing this because I don't want to take your place in self-harm." And boom yunho says " I never loved you. Not. Once." And as he starts crying he says " lets stop this now..." then takes his shirt anf leaves. Suyeon starts calling out his name and trying to walk forward he fell and yunho turns around but he doesnt go back he leaves. And suyeon is still shouting for him not to leave. " please dont go i love you im sorry" on the floor breaking down...then the mf gyeol comes from behind and says "its okay, suyeon. Im with you" as hes putting a cover on Su-yeon's body. "Your first love. Im yours now. Arent you happy?" END OF THE SEASON...UR GONNA FIND LY VERY NEEDED COMMENT









10 more days to (maybe) see my princess Nergal and im kinda glad the story seems to be going somewhere please enough of the rape and more plot