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after knowing seme's motivation from spoilers, him intentionally leaving uke in the dark made everything even more compelling. he wants to max out the the frustation, the exhaustion, the helplessness of being put in hell without knowing why. i understand cause it'd be be no fun if uke know his pre-amnesia self was an asshole and start thinking he deserve being punished by seme. i don't want him to wilt, i don't want him to succumb like that~