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Yup ML is autistic. I'm pretty sure he fell in love at first sight with our MC but he genuinely does not know how to express it. According to ML's parents, the core cause of his behavior is the fact that they were too busy when he was a kid. They were travelling and away most of the time and he did not speak at all/ has no adult to guide him. However! He is a sweet, generous, caring guy who prioritizes MC but MC misunderstands most of what he says because he has trouble communicating his intentions. To MC, he sometimes sounds like an asshole and I thought so too! Goddamn I can feel how frustrated the MC is. There was one time where MC was so so mad he actually attempted to go to court and file for divorce lol. Anyway, MC tries to understand ML until eventually he can kind of tell what ML feels.

ML is a real workaholic but always, always makes time when MC wants to talk or wants him to go home. He also asks for MC's help to explain things to him. When they had a really bad misundertanding, ML apologizes and begs MC to teach him what to do because he just can't understand anything . Because ML doesn't really have any friends, he uses an internet site to ask for tips on his marriage and doesn't talk to MC about it because he doesn't want MC to see him lacking. He has fun entries lol and he also almost used twitter for this purpose!

i love this manhwa so much i can’t even begin to explain it. it depicts toxic relationships so well— not just the commonly seen “i accidentally dated a horrible person and didn’t realize it until it was too late” trope, but actually showing what it’s like to date a good person who genuinely loves you, but then makes the wrong choices and destroys themself in the process.

gunner could have made better choices— but his feelings of inferiority and self-deprecation led him down a dark path and he led himself to becoming a shitty person. he doesn’t take accountability and blames his actions on his past and possessiveness, rather than his own selfish greed and self-pity.

i’m proud of theo for finally accepting this fact and wanting to move on with his life— it’s easier to recognize this sort of thing if they were a bad person from the beginning, but when you hold so many fond memories from when they were a good person and they had such a deeply intertwined bond with you? i can’t even begin to imagine how much that must hurt like a bitch.

pls recommend me cute stories like this pls i want more this healed something in me. but they have to be completed!

This manhwa has been buried in my want to read for more than 1 year. Got a random reco and tried. I have never imagined, my soul has clenched so hard. So much emotions on this.
8.8 rating of this is a bit sad... 9.0 is a good score for this

I had really thought, this is going to be straight up toxic with used up tropes but plot twist after plot twist had justified the flow. It was presented to be a bit of red flag due to dubious consent with sex but the plot twists had shown MC just gave up and accepted ML's love with each variations each week. Spiralling back to square one over 78 times is tough. ML had to confess all over again. Had to bear of Mc acting frantic after the day he proposed. That is just so hard..

ML had held on to his one sided love for too long. He had suffered much, 78 weeks of psychological torture plus the months of MC literally in ICU recovering, repeating the same scenarios week by week can possibly make someone go nuts. There is even caregiver fatigue to chronic patients, how much more on him. He knows the risks and still dive in for a chance of romantic love. twisted but with its roots sunk deep.. That is his only shot.
MC had much more codependancy and not much live but what else can he done if his options are limited. He had learned to accept the love presented unto him.
The sister is also complex. Her being the sane mind. She had also suffered with all of her loved ones dying due to car accidents. repeated trauma can shatter ones sanity which happened to her.

Also the side stories explained much of why MC had chose to take the hit. The sister's mental breakdown and her leaving and also how MC in his won way assured the ML..

Sure there is toxicity in here but all actions are justified for a extent.

To the Great Grand Duke Arjen Theron,

The greatest Grand Duke in the mighty Lantor. I take my pen up again since you did not reply to my last letter. Every day I give thanks for the HUGE and TREMENDOUS grace you have bestowed upon this empire.

Today I heard that you alone are a MASSIVE force for this empire. I thought that was just like you, Your Grace, so BIG and imposing. I am sure your back looks ENORMOUS as you command such a large army with ONE LONG, THICK SWORD. You are This nation's EXTRA-LARGE Treasure.

I send you gratitude as great as your very presence. I will be waiting for your reply.

SPOILERS:
ROUGH SUMMARY OF THE MAIN STORY from Suhan regained his past memories.

Chapter 34
After being brought to the hospital after concussion, he received the news he is pregnant. He also realized 1 year had past since the accident. He hated seeing Yeonseo in the hospital.
Initially, he cannot believe he was pregnant so, he got more angry at Yeonseo. Thinking ML raped him. and He made a contract with ML stating: 1. no invasion of spaces 2. no touching 3. he would stay in the house until the baby was born... Also he informed Yeonseo that he will be back working even if he was 2 months near due date, Yeonseo had no choice but to follow him since he is his boss..

Chapter 35-36
Following days after the contract, Suhan would easily vomit anything he ate except for coffee and energy drink and refused to eat anything Yeonseo cooked. Even his coworkers are worried and he even saw the previous emails of the post accident Suhan which contained him messaging his coworkers of good job and cookies and even give leave to a employee whose grandparent died which is not the preaccident Suhan would do . At 1 week mark, He reached his limit of overspent and exhaustion, He even went to a previous contestant closed restaurant and was served food but still can't ingest it so the old man got curious, Suhan gave the old man summary of his dilemma, old man guessed the husband part and gave advice to Suhan and he went home after he accidentally went home while yeonseo is just finishing preparing dinner that he ate so much food made by Yeonseo. After that, he had a steamy dream with Yeonseo where he initiated the sex which as he woke up, shocked him because he cannot believe he was the one initiated the sex and he had a wet dream, thus quickly run off to the bathroom which was caught up by Yeonseo and he got so embarassed.

Chapter 36 (last part)-37 (1st half)
Next day, Yeonseo prepared lunch box for Suhan which he placed in Suhan's desk and after a meeting with executives, as he tried to eat, the baby kicked... and he was full. He tried to eat at other places but still no had appetite or simply vomit the food, thus he concluded he can only eat Yeonseo's cooking due to the baby..

Chapter 37
At weekend, for Suhan to avoid Yeonseo, he went out of the park, out of nowhere, a figure approached him asking how is he which confused Suhan since he did not met him at all, but the man explained he met him at hospital after the car accident, during his rehab, this man is TaeoH (the guy who had a congenital disease kid), still pre accident Suhan cannot recognize him thus he told him and TaeOH got it. He asked TaeOh what is he like as a person after the accident in which Taeoh explained: he is kind, thoughtful and considerate which Suhan was so shocked. He is not that person at all. And he asked his relationship with Yeonseo in which TaeOh replied: You go out together with Yeonseo a lot, went vacations with him and You are always clinging to your husband. He even revealed the part where he pretended to be so drunk in front of Yeonseo that he snuggled him and told him to be more honest about how he feels which made Suhan blush beet red and is in disbelief

Chapter 38:
Suhan had flashbacks of his childhood and is now thinking about his contract with Yeonseo. For short, he has second doubts about him being a father, him just leaving Yeonseo and the baby, for him being jealous of his other half. as he returned home, he saw the baby supplies Yeonseo brought for the baby and asked for the baby's gender and he just avoided seeing the baby room set up after that and locked his room. In his dream, he was confronted by a mysterious person which turned out to be his other half. and after that he got a car cause he still cannot stand being near Yeonseo. so he just look at his old car and he found clues about his car accident by being persistent into getting his scrapped car.
And a mysterious person, has appeared before Suhan, telling him he is an old friend of his father. There it was revealed, his father was part of a gang.

Chapter 39:
their dinner meet up continued. but something is off.. Yeonseo's pheromones are omitted in the air. smelled like fabcon. and there, it was revealed yeonseo is on his rut and tried to went out after dinner to buy suppressants but Suhan stopped him and got the contract and ripped it in two and they have their sex. Suhan then realized, Yeonseo knew how to pleasure him...

Chapter 40:
-- Suhan and Yeonseo had now intimate sex after dinner.. hahaha
-- Juno got abducted by the gang that approached Suhan. Father friend sent photo of Jun Oh to Suhan

Chapter 41:
Suhan met up with Juno in an abandoned warehouse and threaten Jun oh. He got evidence now of Jun-oh's parents.
After threatening Jun OH, Suhan had continuous contractions and now is rushed to the hospital and Gave birth and it is a girl. Suhan had a dream after anaesthesia is given and there he met his other self. Asking him if he liked the gift he left and he should try to live the way he wants to be. They had a one on one talk with each other.
Meanwhile: Jun Oh parents in hot water. Jun Oh had serious accident.

after a week, they went home, stopped by at where his father got buried. Yeonseo confessed he liked both the good and bad sides of him equally and the last scene is of them with the kid..

the end for the main story

So how come no one mentioned there were so many related series in this universe! Huh. Come on. Tsk. So many don't have manhwa's too. UwU

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This is how a FL who has been killed once or multiple times by the person they are in love/engaged with. Like seriously, girl is speaking facts, why would you date or fall in love with someone who tried to kill you? This is what manhwas like Abandoned Empress needed

It’s funny how everyone is raging. Charlize groomed Dylan to be like this, not even respecting him as a person, but using him as a tool. Which she admitted herself. She taught Dylan to be the way he is now. This is just karma.

apparently there are some spoilers saying that caius will die while by sending kouichi back to his world, what i read is that he used too much of his power when he summoned kouichi and sending him back will kill him, but he lies to koucihi telling him that noithing will happen to him and he does it anyway because he loves him and when kouichi is going back the wolf tells him that caius will die so he tries to quickly return to him but it's too late already the spoilers show caius apparently dying and we see kouichi sorrounded with crystals of caius memories i think:

https://www.facebook.com/mileeeeeee/posts/160552798942242?hc_location=ufi

https://www.facebook.com/mileeeeeee/photos/a.112767130387476/160584552272400/?type=3&theater

https://www.facebook.com/mileeeeeee/photos/a.112767130387476/160552775608911/?type=3&theater


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... So he killed Ye to be free of curse and to gain freedom?? So, in this story... Witches are formed because of dragons???

And how an angel also got cursed??
Too many questions to be answered

Im not saying its good irl etc., but im glad male rape was included + emotions that come from a traumatizing event. I feel like lots of people forget male rape happens, so im glad its included in a manga where we usually see female rape. Hopefully my comment shows what im trying to say ;-;

Like I know this is fiction, but like I think it's going a little too far. Sexsomnia is like sleepwalking or sleep-talking except you are having (or attempting to have) sex. Like you could be humping the air or trying to fondle someone and literally just that could be classified as sexsomnia if you are consistently doing it. But your eyes are most likely going to have a glassy look and you aren't going to be having full on conversations with someone; if you are talking it isn't going to be entirely coherent. Also sleep deprivation and anxiety is one of the most common causes of sexsomnia so Chamin shouldn't be feeling "fine" he should be exhausted. If anything Chamin has a multiple personality disorder...but once again I know this is the yaoi world where any excuse to have yaoi sex is valid so ┑(￣Д ￣)┍. Sorry for ranting, I just wanted to inform that what is happening is not what would happen in reality (obviously). So, if someone were to do this in real life they are either pulling your leg or "letting ya down easy" (●￣(ｴ)￣●)...although it would be nice (not really tho) if your crush just randomly had to live with you and developed a sexsomnia condition like Chamin's....lol it would make a great story for the grand-kids.

The people complaining in the comment section of this type of manga make total and absolute zero sense to me. This was clearly made with a very specific target in mind, and this is all about smut, there is no story, no plot, no real drama, no realistic characters or anything of the sort, the core point is only the smut. And that's it. It's not supposed to be meaningful o trascendent or even good. It's not rocket science. I can understand how this can turn some people off, how this might not be your cup of tea, but seeing as it was made for pure mindless fanservice, I think it's stupid to expect more from this, or to immediately assume that just because you don't like it, nobody else will. If I don't like a smutty yaoi manga, I simply close it and move on to something else; it simpy wasn't what I was looking for.

Please don't repost without the original poster's permission!! This was taken off of IG without consent or credits. If you want to see more of MDSI, do not repost!!
I understand people want to get updates on this on Mangago, but if the chapters keep getting reposted, the original poster will stop posting the chapters onto Instagram

Is there a light novel version of this manhua???

On the original site it has 26 chapters already and it only costs 200 won which barely reaches a dollar so it would be nice if we can support the author for this fluffy manhwa with gorgeous visuals!! http://www.mrblue.com/section_webtoon/detail.asp?pid=wt_blossom_wz
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