Here’s the thing...I personally do believe in 2nd chances but NEVER for cheating.
Jiang was not just a CHEATING BASTARD, he was also PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE too. I ain’t gonna feel bad for a man who cheats and be abusive because he CHOSE that path, HE CHOSE TO BE SUCH A PIECE OF SHIT, FOR YEARS.
I only feel bad for LEWIS, Lewis didn’t choose any of those pain, he didn’t choose to be sick, to be cheated on, to be physically abused. HE DID NOT DESERVED TO DIE CARRYING ALL THOSE PAIN CAUSED BY JIANG.
You can argue about wether he deserve a 2nd chance or forgiveness, but for me, knowing all the suffering Lewis have gone through while still alive really does not make me feel any sympathy for Jiang at all. HE DESERVE TO LIVE CARRYING THE WEIGHT OF HIS GUILT AND REGRET THAT HE HAVE CAUSED FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE.
I ain’t finna waste my time reading that long ass letter. I still despise Jiang. Nobody can change that.
I believe in forgiving cheating.
I don't forgive outright abuse.
He didn't just cheat and cheat and cheat (for years). He took for granted and he abused and he coontrolled and he raped. Ungrateful bastard.
That I do not forgive.
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So you already know what happened to Hosik in the end right, i’m unclear wether Seungyoon took his life? Can someone enlighten me?
I know it sounds awful but I hope he did. I just think it would have been more ideal for the story to go that route for the sake of proving his (Seungyoon) love for him especially after all the unfairness and suffering he have put him(Hosik) through (Having a child with someone else // putting him in a position where he (Hosik) had to share your time, attention, and love // Having him hold your child with someone else [this shit fucking hurts])
I wanted him to take his life to prove the the thing he always say to Hosik about not leaving him and to compensate all those heartaches.
Spoiler too :
Even if he didn't take his life (I don't remember well) it's not really his fault, he has a lot of duty as a prince & still have an hour to take care to..
But I think if he drown himself in work or else it would be good too, because he could have refused the marriage or never make a baby at first.. The good thing is that he grab on Hosik in his next life & never let him go..
I think it was a hereditary illness that took his life. It was known that his mom has a frail body, and so was hosik.
Ye bruh I was so sad even if I didn't understand korean at all TT just the fact that seeing them like this siejsksosjd
I know Seungyoon had duties to full fill and in fairness to him, he have shown his dislike about the idea as well but I just really felt bad for Hosik especially he’s coming from a position he had no rights to make a decision, even he was asked wether he would still want Seugyoon to get married but of course that would put a huge guilt on him.
My heart aches for Hosik more, for having to witnessing all that and watching the “family” of the man he love grew with someone else. So i think it would’ve been more ideal for him to take his life after Hosik’s death (despite of still having his own duties to continue, and family) to show that despite of all the circumstances they were put into, he still would still Hosik in the end. I know this “opinion” is kind bias towards Hosik, but his position was really pitiful.
“He would still choose Hosik in the end”
Even letting himself dying is good I think,,
Like, not direct sucide but not eating & drinking anymore, I'd be more dramatic (bc Hosik kind of suffer in the illness so it's not "fair" for the seme to die directly) so dying inside & slowly outside is good too.
But anyway I just hate the bitch wife that forced the marriage (even if he would marry another woman if it wasn't for her but still) & that birxh mother too (even if it's their """dury""" in ancient time) seme's mother rn is just way better lmao
The next chapters better be sooo good, enough to compensate for all these heartaches
Jokes on you more heartache coming
Even tho it's sad, it's expected for the past and the time.. but it makes it clear what the reason why their present day story happened.
I just noticed the foreshadow, you can refer to chap.side 7 if I’m not mistaken where hoshik gave birth to his second child
I just read the rest....Imma pretend this side story shit didn’t exist.
I read the end of it but unclear wether Seungyoon took his life after? because I kinda want him tho.
im with u. ╥﹏╥
“That spring, the princess conceived the young master’s child” My heart sank on those lines
I love their present family but for this era...Hosik baby, save yourself from the heartache and just find someone else too.
I was excited for the new chapter but not about the cliffhanger
I think it’s good that Wenxu didn’t get to see Zhishu till the very end, so he can suffer by living with guilt and regret for the rest of his life.
Saw a post about this knowing it’s gonna be sad so I just had the urge to torture myself and read it but I only skimmed until chap 35 (cuz I can’t stand those mfs) and read the rest properly (cuz of Lewis the Ivan) but the ending still fucking hurts.
It feels weird seeing them being all lovey dovey and expressive about their feelings in this chapter, totally opposite from what they were during the beginning. It’s weird but it’s giving me butterflies at the same time. I wanna see moreeee