It hurts like crazy. I was hoping he'd get the "going on blind dates" idea and that it would somehow help him move on. I wonder if uke can let go of seme before seme remembers why he loved him so much, moves on, and we'll have 500 chapters of begging for forgiveness on his knees.
Damn. When he confessed, my heart cracked a little. But when he said "save me" it completely fucking broke. My poor boy TT at the end of the chapter I just cried.
He wanted surprise, he get The Surprize :'DDDD