Okay, this is getting really bad. But there's an interesting psychological point: when you're at rock bottom and don't know anything but rock bottom, you basically get used to it, it's a kind of comfort zone. It's not OK, but it's all right. But when you're shown what life can be like a few levels higher, there are two possible outcomes. Either you're a strong person and you gnaw your way up (or you accept rock bottom and it doesn't kill you), or you slowly go crazy with resentment and anger. And something tells me that Mr. Beta isn't a particularly strong person.
I totally agree! I'm genuinely worried about the way this could all end up if our blonde Alpha doesn't recognize how badly the beta guy is spiraling. He's almost like a power hungry addict. He has gotten a taste and now it will be tough to go back. And now there's a third person involved...it's all messed up. (That's why it's interesting though!)
Man, I'm kinda pissed off with the mind games we're seeing here. One minute dude's all into him, next he's head over heels, then he decides it wasn't love at all, just fear.
Bro, it's not the fucking end of the world to admit you fell for the wrong person. Because — holy fucking shit — Teach DEFINITELY had some serious romantic and physical chemistry going on.
It's fine to despise yourself for that, fine to hate Guwon after what went down.
But all this "oh, I was never romantically interested, nah, that was just survival ibstinct"... OH COME ONNNN
ugh
...don't mind me, I'm just bummed it all went so damn sideways, and there is no chance for happy ending romance here. *sighs* anyway, I'm still in and I like it ALOT, just venting a little bit.











I don't know why, but I want to cry. This is one of those "I hope tomorrow never comes" moments, but tomorrow, damn it, is here and I'm scared of what's going to happen next.