It can be Painful to read... The I hate you and I love you context... Uke is so traumatized that he became indecisive.
(He's so naive in the beginning) if someone raped you, do you have to be a prostitute? (Bad sense of judgement) I'm quite disappointed that our dear author left out some major details as to why he became a prostitute in the first place (also the root of his trauma) he shouldn't have done that tho. I just want him to have a healthy life maybe, even if he wasn't a prostitute maybe he'll get to meet kanzaki in a good way. If it was fate that lead to their meeting.
Ohh he's the type of person that creates a situation to isolate the uke treats him like shit, until he's the only person the uke can lean on. then a love interest appears... And then, posing his selfish, entitled, toxic, b*tchy attitude that, he demands to be loved, because he thought that what he did is right, judging by his by his StanDarDs.
Yaoi logic 101... "I hurt him because I love him"
Whatever go separate ways...there's plenty of other guys other than your childhood friend (Yu) duhh. there's plenty of fish in the ocean. If Ryo wants to be with her so be it. If y'all not willing to communicate better accept the consequences.
Although this is fictional I kinda get that this scenario can possibly happen in real life that's why I'm stating solutions. No need to be depressed.
I can already imagine another guy beside,
Yu in a relationship with Ryo.( ̄へ ̄)










A great yaoist once said, "you can love me all you want, but without my consent it's just plain abuse." Guess who?
ok I think I’m stupid so forgive me, this is so familiar but i can’t remember who said this, was it also from banana scandal? my memory hates me lol