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The healing arc really isn’t rushed and as eager as I am for reconciliation I need this! I love that now that he has gotten used to freedom he is learning about making choices and owning them too. But without it being extreme, just normal everyday choices.
Should I have broken up with him? Why did he treat me that way? How do I feel about that? Will I regret it? Did I do the best thing for me at that time? I love that he is actually talking through stuff, dealing with his meds and not getting pushed around.
It’s okay to still have feelings and yet be unsure if you want anything to do with someone who hurt you even if they have changed and ARE sorry. It’s okay to want space. You can be in love with someone and not want to be with them. Life is full of roller coasters and things change. Make the choice that you think you won’t regret! It’s the best anyone can do at anytime.
You only get one life folks! Make sure you treat yourself well!!