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I just finished re-reading love is an illusion
And the trauma that hyesang mother left was so big , hyesang shut himself, refused to meet anybody , when he met his mom he cried so much , he couldn't face her and u know what he said to Dojin " I only have u " he trusted him
He run to byul and hugged him apologising saying that he won't do to his son what his mother did to him
And now dojin and byul betrayed him
His words and crying face while hugging dojin so tightly is so hurtful, to betray those tears and trembling hands !!
Just why ? Why dojin why ? And byul too
I think hyesang needs to get rid of being the good wife / mom , the betrayal is so intense