It's so uncomfortable how much they spoonfeed Jeongyoon everything like he is an incompetent who doesn't have a right to join the conversation about HIMSELF. The writing pretends to do all this because they care about Jeongyoon but in reality they don't even trust Jy to make his own informed decisions. It's honestly insane how everyone is praising this family for being so "caring" when all they do is treat Jy like he is a dumbass and leave Jy in the dark.
Maybe the reason he is behaving this way to begin with is because this whole family treats him like that. No child needs to grow up if their family continues to treat them like a child.
This story is just kind of sad. The mom being promiscuous is the direct cause for the son to end up the same way. They're both awful people but more so I feel bad for the son because he was raised to think that way. He's only 24 and already live like that. The mom should have given him up for adoption. She clearly lives a dangerous lifestyle. It wasn't healthy for a child to meet her many different boyfriends all the time.
I guess forgetting everything about this story was a blessing because I got to reread it like the first time again and OMFG MY HEARTUE it hurt so good. It hurt for my baby Kang Jun and it hurt for that conniving little fox Yoonseul too, even tho I thought he deserved it.
Anyway, Idk how I forgot about the details in this story, it ended up so cute. The beginning was iffy cuz Ys was such a narcissistic prick but he has his own character development. Like damn fcking right you better bawl your eyes out for a third chance, then treat Kj like your King mf based on how you hurt him with your inconsiderate ass. Kj is just so baby, so innocent. He got hurt twice by the same prick and still gave him a third chance. So baby, he deserves the world. Ys became a slave for Kj's attention so it worked out (▰˘◡˘▰)
Other thoughts.
I like how they're the same body type. Both are tall and muscular. Kj can easily carry Ys, and vice versa, so that's nice.
I like how Ys is the cat in the relationship. He's such a monopolizer. He's not red flag by any means, just knows how to work his charm. He gets jealous easily and wants Kj all to himself but he doesn't isolate Kj and Kj gets to have a life outside of their relationship.
Ys ended up being Kj's first boyfriend ever. I thought that was a lil cliche. Kj was rejected back in high school but never had any other crush ever since. On one hand he's loyal, on the other, that's kinda sad. Imagine Ys never had a guilty conscience and came back into Kj's life, imagine Kj just.....closed off forever for a prick who doesn't care about him. Baby, you should have spread your wings, explored your options (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
This story is mainly in the top's pov, which I think is kinda rare? Usually it's the button's pov. Throughout this story we get to know Kj through Ys's pov, and he adores Kj so much it's insane. Get this guy to the mental hospital he is madly in love.
Side note. Yes, I call Yoonseul narcissistic prick, simply because his actions hurt Kang Jun and Kj is so baby, so I'm just pissed. BUT realistically, Ys's actions were valid. He was unsure about his feelings, he didn't know if he could or could not be intimate with Kj, which is why he rejected Kj a second time. I don't think anyone should agree to a relationship just for curiosity sake. "I'll have to try it to see if I can" like just don't. That's such a bad move. I feel like it would have hurt even more to pretend he was okay with it, then couldn't go through with it due to having not fully processed his feelings yet. He only went after Kj after he properly processed his feelings and confirmed them, which was good.
Overall, great read. I dont think I'll forget it a second time around but I wouldn't mind forgetting so I can reread like a first time again (〜 ̄▽ ̄)〜










"The family is giving jeongyoon the chance to come out on his own terms" yeah so dont go behind his back having secret meetings with his boyfriend. You cant have your cake and eat it too. In what world are they giving him the chance to come out on his own terms when he figures out they all already knew and treated him like a dumbass who doesnt deserve to know. Must feel great to know your own coming out means so much to your family that they had already met and built a relationship with your boyfriend PRIOR to you even coming out.
I feel you. Kinda makes me mad how they act lol
Lol plus the "give him a chance to come out" is just an excuse readers made up to justify the families behavior. It was never even about that. You can clearly see they're all just undermining Jeongyoon and going ahead with their own conclusions about his life.