Ngl this chap almost made me cry but because my eye right now is in healing process from my cat scratching my face (it still hurts tho), i would have actually bawl my eyes out
And the way he keeps telling himself everything's wrong because of him just reminded me of my past self, so I tried not to get too immersed while reading this chap
Now I'm thinking how the author gonna do with the initial reason why dohu befriended juheon cz after all that happened to him it's sure gonna hurt him to an extent, but i believe in their wholesome, well-communicated relationship but still idk