The part when Schderl talk about how Lihen's daughter, Aster love her so much that she rewind times for Lihen so she could be more happy.. I'm a mess.. I truly understand Aster feeling.. I want my mom to be happy that I thought, if only my mom marry someone she loves, how my mom told me about her first love too.. it's fine if I'm not born too as long as my mom are happy than now.. that chapter hit me so bad T T