I started reading this back in 2021(?) when it was incomplete and I found myself coming back now that it’s complete. I’m crying like a baby right now over the flashback in the ending knowing that those 10 years of suffering could’ve been prevented if he just looked at his journal </3 Reading this honestly felt like a movie with all the metaphors, references, and the dramatics. My brain would somehow play piano music as background music as I read it too. My only complaint would be that in the R15 version, you miss out on an intimate scene where the uke (sorry I’m terrible with names… and I literally just finished reading it) shows his back to the seme despite being hesitant to do so in the past. I thought that was a cute detail since in the beginning it was mentioned that he never did that with his ex. Ok I’m done I don’t think I’ve ever written so much over another story before I feel dramatic. Overall, if you enjoy angst and happy endings please give this a try :)
She’s ugly and weird idgaf she needs to stop being so delusional
Of course it is not okay but I didn't see her really do anything that a healthy teen wouldn't do in this "crush is demonstrating interest in me and my BFF is trying to put sense in my mind but they seems to like him too, wait isn't they much more compatible than me and crush?" Everyone already went thought a fight in their friendship because of one of the parts love life, one of them say hurtful things and sometimes a friendship can't move past that











I’m so glad there was enough chapters uploaded for the amnesia arc to be over I was getting scared to catch up and that he still wouldn’t have his memories back…