I mean I’m not going to lie I wish it had ended at chapter 8 when Shinobu was figuring out he could move on to greater prospects?? Kou literally used the shadiest, most douchebag way to make Shinobu jealous and as we figure out later in the story, he did that to COUNTLESS other victims. That’s completely unforgivable. During those chapters where he was suffering because of his mistakes I fucking cheered on Shinobu for moving the fuck on.
As much as I am a sucker for gorgeous men in suits, he did something that wasn’t acceptable even to me who habitually reads all kinds of yaoi. That was a trash move and I will never accept it.
I’m aware this is fictional, to those who are going to get angry at me for taking this too seriously, but what he did was such an asshole move that them making up and having that huge confession scene at the end was not it. That was not satisfying and it completely trashed any potential for Shinobu to move on with his life and show that he’s grown past being hung up on men who don’t care for him.
Overall very cute beginning and I’m glad he became good friends with Kenji because that’s important to me.
I’ve actually read this quite a few times (nearing my 12th time) and I’ve never really felt sadness at the ending.
But this last read I actually cried at the end because just recently had my heart broken for the first time and I think their happiness really struck a chord in me.
In other words, that shit hurted.
My anxiety literally shot straight through the roof as soon as things started getting sketchy in 58, and then I cried at the end (not the extras, 66). I literally felt so much stress just wash away all at once that was a fucking RIDE
I’m honestly so glad I read this. Idk why but I’ve never felt such honest emotion in myself while reading something. I understand this obviously isn’t a realistic every day scenario, but it hit fucking deep in some places.
Also, the nickname Naush made me cry for some reason it’s too cute.
I actually am so tired of this trope. What happened to whole hearted communication, or ANY type of communication. I can’t think of a single time a rumor was started and rape didn’t ensure. Don’t get me wrong I love a good dramatic twist but brother this ain’t it.
Love the art, but unfortunately will not be continuing this one. Thank you translator team for your hard work!











This kind of reminds me of that one where there was a douchebag seme with pink(?) hair who lost his memories but turned out super nice to the uke does anyone remember the name of that one??
Also this is amazing and FILLED with eye candy thank you for this I could be coldly abandoned by the father and I’d thank him.
heyo! I literally just read this one and its become one of my faves!! It's called False Memories!!
Thanks so much it’s been a while since I’ve read it but it’s still a really good one in my memories I can’t wait to reread it