hataki's manga / #trauma(84)

(red haired) kid's brother committed suicide a few years back. he is still struggling to deal with it. going through all the stages. meets this kid. who, like his brother loves jazz, music, playing the piano. plays in a freestyle type of playing. where his joy, his passion, and sadness come through plain as day. same as his brother did. both are obsessed with jazz. know every player, every song, their history. red hair used to be a singer. neither of them have played much anything in public. red-head only really had his brother growing up. no mother or father. -uncle raised them. (uncle is kind and compassionate) he's got a best friend (only friends) by his side all this time. there when he needed him. gave him a push when he needed it. gave the new kid a push when he needed it. spoke up and helped the red-head express himself. whenever he needed it. then backed off and gave them their space too. blonde's family is unloving and broken. parents divorced. mom doesnt want him. or care. refused to let him play. yet, still self-taught himself in other ways. father is barely around. left his family for his lover. thought it was another women comes to light later, it was a male student at the college his dad teaches at. he is a jazz pianist too. top rated one. the other guy he was with, by turn of fate, was the older brother of the red-head. they tumbled and broke apart. he killed himself. while struggling with all of this. -son and his lover only learn this much later. -------------------------- not a great read. worth reading once hate the 2nd couple.

in abusive home never received an ounce of love, affection, or food. finally drowned and died. reincarnated to current realm. originally mute slave. heled him heal and get his voice back. not taking singing classes. got his OG voice back too ------------------- bought him and brought him home gives him love affectinon food warmth. kindness a home a family two of his much younger twin brothers they care for. make a family. ---------------- onto - ch.42

living together for 6 months blonde is the freeloader. comes and goes as he pleases. --------------- black haired uke from shitty family inheritace situation told his father he didn't want any of it. beat him and kicked him out living on his own now. traumatized from it all doesn't want to want anything obviously goes without saying he doesn't know what Love is he's never received love from anyone. ----------- having sex lovers have a cat --------- seme loves him -------- The blonde kid / painter: He has an equally traumatic past it just seems to have a social Gap gets invested and drawing with too much seems to have a hard time connecting socially & emotionally to most people. He's a great kid at the very loving mom very loving and supportive grandparents the kid is kind and loving and affection . he just has a gap when it comes to understanding people. Can't really read very emotions lack of empathy Onto ch.5

Sweet. Kind. Loving. Respect. Onto - ch. 9.5 Came to be a gardener Was hired to pretend to be his lover. (Did not have sex). Rejected him at the start due to Trauma from his mother committing suicide when he was a child right in front of him she jumped off the balcony and landed right in front of him. mangled corpse and all. He's actually really kind and sweet guy. Our uke is a cinnamon bun. He is so stupidly pure and kind and he's on this he doesn't know how to lie or hide anything. Infectiously sweet smile He is working to pay for meds to cover his mother's illness. End up together in thr right way. Prince volunteered to bring his mother home to the castle to receive treatment from the world's best doctors and for his partner to stay (Mother has now passed away)