Bored during covid19 lockdown

I'm not a fan of reading comic, i prefer watching anime for my whole life before. During covid19 lockdown, i started reading shounen ai such as here you are, inner beauty and unripened expression. Then i suddenly, just curious, started reading yaoi, the manga n webtoon yaoi that i choose just by curiosity is just the most twisted one, scared the hell out of me, but i continue to read other yaoi like sign, king's maker and so many more and addicted to yaoi until today. But i never forget the two yaoi manga n webtoon that i first read, totally frightened me out. They are kokoro o korosu houhou and hogu hagyeoungsu.