I fuckinf hate being autistic!!!
I truly fucking hate it, it always feels like something's wrong w me
Why do I have to get frustrated so gast qhen there's a change of plans, I hate crying for nothing, I hate not being able to get social clues, I hate being socialy awkward, I js it
I hate having to over explain myself bc they think I'm trying to start a fight, when in reality im just communicating, I hate getting overwhelmed to fast and not being able to control my emotions sometimes
I just feel so out of place aaaaaallll the time
And I know my sister supporst me and all, but I feel such a burden for her
Me, no cus like that with the social clues! I will dm someone constantly and basically overstep the boundaries LIKE I WONT GET IT UNLESS YOU SPELL IT TO ME YOURSELF?! I hate it sm cus I don't wanna harass ppl accidentally and im working on it alot. Over explaining too and sharing i think... Girl it's rlly hard. I got diagnosed just over a year ago......
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25 09,2025
