Chapter 58: Junyoung confusion .... .______. ???? Sexually active or not??

Cloe900311 August 8, 2018 3:07 am

Hi lovelies, after my fresh feels last night ( http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/3328775) and thinking about this chapter... I want to express my confusion and if you care to join the discussion, then yay! (●'◡'●)ノ

I'm not sure if Junyoung sleeps around LOL. I initially thought that Junyoung does because there was an unknown man in bed with him when he woke up... But Junyoung got a headache from drinking too much, so he probably doesn't remember what happened. The biggest confusion is WHY was Junyoung fully-clothed?? I'm unsure if Junyoung had sex LOL. Maybe that person in bed isn't even Junyoung's sex friend, since Junyoung spoke to the latter formally and didn't even say his name, so maybe Junyoung just brought a stranger home...? I hope this gets clarified later in the story because this is part of Junyoung's characterization and could imply how his lifestyle has been in four years.

Four years ago, Junyoung couldn't even have sex with Hyuk, despite initiating the arrangement. Maybe Junyoung is still the same where he can't have sex with someone he doesn't have romantic feelings for?? Otherwise, another possibility is that maybe Junyoung does have sex with strangers, but he chooses people who remind him of Sihoon.... ╥﹏╥ I think some of you may have been like me; not quite registering that it was someone else at first and confused by who the person in bed was LOL!! XD

I know Junyoung asked Hyuk this chapter if the latter wanted to spend the night together. Hyuk was confused by the sudden question, which indicates that they don't have sex and are not sex friends. After all, Mari did ask Junyoung why he isn't dating Hyuk, and we see that Junyoung can't bring himself to do that when he doesn't have romantic feelings for Hyuk. I still see Junyoung as someone who engages himself romantically when he has romantic feelings for that person. Heck, I still remember in chapter 27, when Junyoung acknowledged to himself regarding Sihoon, "I wanna kiss him. I wanna be touched. I want him to hold me tight. Like two puzzle pieces that just...fit. Until we're so close that we breathe as one... Held together..." I know people could change in four years, but I don't think every aspect changes. I think there is still some part of Junyoung who enters romantic relationships based on raw emotions, like he did with Sihoon despite thinking Sihoon was a married father and Mari's boyfriend.

So, anyway.... I'm confused by the beginning of this chapter. Why did Ji Hye-Kyung show a naked person in bed with Junyoung when our uke was fully-clothed? Was that displayed to say that Junyoung doesn't go all-out and does not receive an abundance of love he's used to from Daddy? Is that done to demonstrate that Junyoung is not content without Sihoon?? I'm confused by that person's question, "Can I call you again?" because does that mean this person contacted Junyoung first LOL?? But Junyoung didn't even look enthusiastic when he replied, "I'll call you," so I don't know if Junyoung knows this person or maybe Junyoung actually doesn't have his number but said that, so the unnamed person could go home :P

I could confidentially claim that Junyoung has been single ever since he and Sihoon broke up. It seems Junyoung has just been focusing on work at the restaurant and is now a manager, so he doesn't make time for a committed relationship. It doesn't seem that Junyoung fell in love with someone else after his relationship with Sihoon. (Again, Junyoung's sex lifestyle is questionable at this point.)

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