Sigh, uhhhh where should I start. First off, I WILL need to reread this. Maybe cuz, it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be?? Amazing story, good characters, but I just didn’t feel so sad to the point where I’m crying. And I’m saying this because many people were like full on depressed and sobbing their eyes out after reading this, so I’m might give it another go and see if I do cry. Maybe because I do not relate to the story or did not feel connected?? Idk but I give it a 9/10 (since I’ll read it again).
i CANNNOOTTT stop crying. i hate wenxu so much but reading that letter, i cant help but to sympathize with him at the same time. he regretted everything he had done to zhishu, though we all know he would still be the same shitty guy if he never knew zhishu had this disease. only he started changing when he found out he was about to lose the love of his life, but even if he really DID truly love him, he wouldn't NEVER have cheated on zhishu and treat him like that way in the first place. i hope zhishu and doctor ai become together in another life.