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SO PAINFUL!!uke getting abused at home and tried to get help from seme but seme ignored him.When seme finally helps uke out he treats uke like a burden and acts IDENTICAL to ukes abusive father.Seme secretly likes uke but thinks he prefers a friend and always says wrong thing to uke making uke think he hates him.Uke is cold to seme thanks to semes bratitude and seme retaliates back then always regrets it.Seme trying to make it up to uke but uke doesn’t trust him anymore
Seme isn’t nasty,but he ain’t nice either..uke plays doting bf of seme who dgaf about him.He’s polite but that’s it,and while uke tries to help him,seme quits job and doesn’t hesitate to plan to move to the IS without even mentioning it to uke.Uke finally has enough of being humiliated,as being weak isn’t his actual personality and he leaves seme.Years later seme comes crawling back,realising he’s a grown man and should pursue uke properly as he really does love him. Rlly love this one
Seme is linked to mermaid ukes family curse,knowing uke will die if he ever loves him.Seme dated lots of girls/guy and after becoming sex friends with uke,seme gets mad when his ex bf gets married and treats uke roughly because of it.I WILL admit though when seme realises his feelings he wants to die from the regret and shame AND uke is disgusted by his presence so it’s actually super good, just…very long and my attention span is kinda short atm lmao check it out tho!
More regret cominggg- uke and seme used to be in a band but for some reason seme went solo and betrayed everyone.Years later and while uke has lost his spark,he has moved on with his life while seme is still dealing with angry ex fans,and desperately trying to recruit uke into his new band.Also insanely jealous over everyone uke talks to.Love how detached uke is with cocky semes attitude.Seme is at the begging stage but I’m waiting for the desperatation to kick in
Seme is so infuriating ppl r calling this an abuse fetish..Uke and seme were bff but over years seme took him for granted and became cocky and abusive,beating him and forcing marriage on him while flaunting side hoes and allowing him to be bullied etc.. Uke finally fakes his death (at least in comic version,I hear novel is different.)Read if u want to get angry.I’m mad BUT Chinese bl manhwas like to torture nasty semes so I’m excited to see seme’s punishment
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Did you mean to update this list or was the recent post just you updating the description of an old entry from this list?
Just re-updating a description! I initially said that the Bl “Beyond Memories” was good but not THAT satisfying, but someone spoiled the upcoming chapters of the novel version to me and the seme will apaprently have SEVERE consequences for his past actions, so I had to edit and update that it’s better than what I thought ✍
Oh has the Manhwa reached those chapters yet? It's in the 90s now no? Or is it still far away? Have you caught up to all the latest chapters with the Manhwa?
I haven’t read the novel but I’m up to date with the Manhwa now x
OH and the big thing that seme is about to go through hasn’t happened yet, but it looks like either next chapter or the one after it will happen (I can spoil if you like)
Please do! I'll take all the spoilers. Is the seme atleast in his regret or redemption arc right now in the manhwa? Any crying seme moments pls lmao?
So basically as seme was the only one to regress back in time, he’s been trying to make Uke as happy as possible, thinking it’s a gift from god that he’s been allowed to “re-write” all the horrible things he did to Uke. He spoils him constantly and Uke (because he doesn’t remember anything) just thinks seme is a kind man..
We reached the part that Uke has finally remembered his past memories. He loved seme but always felt a lil uncomfortable, not knowing why, so he knows these memories are real.
After a couple of chapters where we see the extent of how cruel seme had been, In Ch.92 finally Uke remembers everything and knows it was all real.
Uke properly tells seme that there’s no chance between them now. They’ve already bonded so Uke can feel all of seme’s feelings and seme is ALWAYS sad.
In an attempt to have any sort of connection to Uke, seme sponsores a project in ukes company. Uke knows it’s just so that seme can see him and tries to refuse it. He can feel everytime the dissapointed feelings of seme everytime he’s rejected. He always thought that seme looked cold but thanks to the bond he can see that seme is about to cry.
In latest chapter seme tries to being a cake to have a meeting with Uke and he finally tells seme that it’s becoming a hindrance having to deal with him. Seme leaves, upset.
Uke realises that it’s literally 3 weeks away from the date that he killed himself in his past life.
(Novel spoilers for upcoming Manhwa now).
Apparently, seme knows that when the project is over, Uke will have nothing to do with him. He knows he can’t live a life without Uke.
It’s satisfying for us (but incredibly selfish towards Uke) but seme plans to kill himself on the anniversary of ukes death
While I find the evil things seme did so painful to read, I consider the consequences of wanting to kill yourself out of regret to be satisfying!
That’s what I know so far
Thank you so much lol. Just finished my speed read. I really still want more grovelling but the regret is nice
I’m hoping the Manhwa drags out semes pain a lil more in the next chapters but I’m REALLY praying that seme hurts himself BAD for his suicide attempt. I actually don’t rlly know if he even survives it! That would be realllllly satisfying if he doesn’t
this list is my holy grail thank you so much seme chasing uke is my fav, gives me so much butterflies hehe
Love your comments! It makes me want the MC and ML to NOT END UP WITH EACH OTHER PLSS lmao but ofc they will it's bl *shrugs w pity*
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This list is officially complete!! Thank y’all sm, I will be continuing to add Regretful semes onto the second half of this list, so please check it out here :
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2778544/
Each list can’t contain more than 200 works at a time, so part two of this list will be the one I’ll be updating from now on, thanks again y’all and see u there!
idk if this counts but I love this manga.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_won_t_fall_in_love_with_a_cheater/
Ty for the recc but I really don’t like this story It’s infuriating and not satisfying at all, plus not even nearly enough regret. Thank you though I appreciate it
Ah I see
regretful semes chasing back their ukes is literally my fav genre in bl. literally thanks for this list lol
sAME! And Ty
I've said it before, but god this list is so good. Please never stop updating lmao
Already starting up a part two
You KNOW we are WAITING PATIENTLY
Big love for this album maker, thank you so muchhhhh
Thank you very much for making this list
ugh I started Fate Between Neighbors and I can just FEEL the regret coming and imma savor every last drop
Oooh same, I’m reading that rn too! Lmao I’m literally lurking on each chapter like a vulture waiting for some vengeance
Is there a chapter where the seme do it with another person other than the uke? I havent read it yet so pls do tell and the chapter
Lmao wait a few chapters more I saw Spainh raws
try reading The Man Next Door!!! not sure if you'd find it satisfying, but the ex did regret his actions. its super cute and the seme is lovesickლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Ooh I’ll check it out now, Ty!