bls that changed my brain chemistry

ANOTHER SCARLETT BERIKO W! IN FUCKING TEARS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, AUTHORNIM YOU'RE CRUEL FOR JUST ENDING IT LIKE THAT I NEEDED MORE FLUFF TO HEAL MY SOUL AFTER ALL THAT WEEPING, I FUCKING LOVE TAEHYUK anyway some people who didn't bother finishing the story are overreacting bc of the age gap in the comments but this is an angsty and heartwarming shonen ai story and there's no romance before the mc is already 21, mc is the one pursuing his older lover who died and he regressed to fix things

late review. main focus of this story was the mc's backstory & his trauma, the survivors guilt, ptsd, depression and suicidal tendencies were portrayed very well & it STUNG as a mentally struggling person, I remember crying a generous amount over yiseon & his friends. mc & ml have a very calculated relationship throughout the story but it all wraps up well towards the end with hyeon realizing how close he really was to losing yiseon & finally admitting his own feelings.