doujinshi

saruhiko is so obsessed with misaki
i really loved this
this describe their dynamic sm
the way saruhiko physically cannot live without misaki's attention is act insane
like he lets himself die becoz misaki told him to leave
"i want to descend to hell because you'd come for me"

this was so cutee
saru and misaki each taking care of each other's doll
and then meeting up their dolls ??
ok so wat i said doesn't make any sense but super fluffy y'all!!

BOTTOM SARUHIKO LEZ GOOOOOOO
his teary face got me feraaaaaal

part1
saruhiko my pathetic loverboi how i adore you
saru kind of forces himself on misaki who cries and saru panics thinking he ruined everything and starts to cry and begs misaki to not hate him
how i love them

part2
saruhiko confesses

no i'm sobbing kid saru looks absofcklutely adorable
got hit by a curse that made him regress

MY HEART WAS BEATING SO FAST
THE ANXIETY
ONE OF THE MY FAV DJ'S EVER
IT WAS SO FCK WELL WRITTEN
yata got blind so saru has got to take care of him but saru like that yata is dependant on him and starts to distance yata from homra

my heart *ack*
yata celebrating saruhiko's bd
surprising him matching keys
saru crying my shayla
"Misaki. For falling in love with me thank you."
THEY'RE IN LOVE YOUR HONOR

yata came to saru's house to celebrate his bd
coz they made a promise when they were younger
cue drunk sex confession

at the ski
yata is sick and they're stuck in a snowstorm
saru takes care of him cue flashback of them in middle school