TOP TIER

ABSOLUTE PERFECTION! I LOVE this with all my heart and soul. I don't usually cry reading but THIS made me SOB. I love, love, love it. I love how realistic all characters are. I love how realistic their fear of being together is, and how broken it made both of them. It is a bit confusing at parts, and it isn't the most perfect story ever, but this has something so special and endearing to me. It's relatable and reminds me of the past.

This is such an emotional roller-coaster. Every single character has its own flaws and backstory that still takes roots in their present. Every action and reaction is affected by what happened and who they were in the past. And this is honestly pretty impressive and rare to find, especially in BLs. Everyone is obv crazy, but understandably.

I absolutely love the character designs. That's exactly how i imagined Lu Feng and An Zhe while reading the novel. This has such a crazy idea, but I did enjoy it. If only An Zhe wasn't a mushroom, I would've anticipated the romance part way more. The art is gorgeous, characters are deep, and the world is full fleshed. Seriously, the world building is top tier.