When it was actually pretty good

SO GOOD *cries* Tae heun who deals with so much trauma and a cycle of continuing terrible events leading to mental and emotional breakdowns. An empty box who loses all sense of self, a box waiting for its delivery to be sent somewhere solitary and remote. To grow moss around that empty box only to see the delivery is delayed and it brought mold to that box from poured down rain. An empty and torn box, wanting to be filled by the end of his delivery..

Is it a reality or a dream. Is our love and mines real or a false reconciliation, a memory of mine which I can’t understand. Stuck in a constant virtual reality, where I seep out for the truth to find the hidden control button. Constant barriers between us only break once im out of it, a reality where we are both seen together.