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damn. this was a wild ride. it’s angst done right and it sure was angsty as hell but it was also addicting as hell.

my head is empty rn processing it all. the angst was great and finally some portrayal of trauma that abuse does instead of the normalized romanticization of it. no sympathy for yohan.
glad to see the themes here and how fcking great the angst and pain feels. perhaps i’m an M.

ugh yes i love this author. their past works are so fcking sad and then this one just comes up and it’s not angsty ??? or maybe it’ll become later

also ngl i was lowkey producer team at first but i caught up recently and swapped teams oops. but tbh i’m not too into the romance aspect of this. why am i invested in the contest plot instead

it’s pretty addicting since ngl i love selfish motives and flawed mcs
(btw idol guy is best boy. i wish he won.)