Please help me find this

It’s about an uke and seme attending a party and shit went down and when they woke up they promise to forget what happened but the uke soon realized he has fallen inlove with the seme but the seme thinks otherwise because the seme like uke’s girl bestfriend but she like another guy so she rejected the seme and the uke insist on dating the seme but seme made it clear he doesn’t like guys and the seme accused the uke that it’s the uke’s fault why the girl doesn’t like him so the seme push the uke and told him to die so he rushed home which on the way he got into an accident and suffered amnesia