i agree! i think its totally unfair how he his EVERYTHING yet still made kyoga’s life harder by sticking to him on purpose but still being as asshole. not to mention him r*ping him just made me so pissed off. sure the animal instincts play a big part like you said, but him choosing to still stay around kyoga was nothing but unfair. if only he just came clean from the beginning... im also a little disappointed that kyoga didnt get that pissed about him hiding it. i wish there were more stories where the uke actually gets mad at the seme and seme actually has to deal with the consequences. anyways i fully support what you wrote and completely agree

I really really wanted to enjoy this! It was going so well until we found out about Akira's "incident." I understand that this story is heavily influenced on animal instinct. Instinct is an uncontrollable thing so I don't blame Akira for what he did to Kyoga. What I hated was that Akira knew he hurt Kyoga and not only did he keep this secret from EVERYONE including the doctors but he kept it from Kyoga and continued to be around him. Instead of being the bigger person and getting help for this erratic behaviour even being told the consequences of being a chimera, Akira still exposed Kyoga to danger by being around him knowing he could def hurt him again. I know he even confesses that he was being selfish and unreasonable by claiming it was bc he loved him but I just can't get behind hurting someone in the name of love regardless of instinct or not. I wish I loved this because the story is written beautifully regardless of my dislike with Akira.