lol rant bc im scared

Certified simp ✨ February 13, 2021 11:07 am

So im bi but im in the closet I grew up in a strict religious Asian household so um that don't look so good.... like the girl in the story my mom always pressured and forced me to wear things that were more "girly" because according to her I've always acted somehwat like dude. The clothes i wear, the way i talk , act , my hobbies. So she would always say stuff like oh you're wearing boy clothes again what are you gay? My sister is the first person I came out 2 but she wasn't listening to me when I told her. I hurt really bad, the person I grew up with the person i trusted and ranted 2 for so many years was just. I know it isn't a big deal but it took me so much courage to tell her i was bi and she wasn't even listening. Not only that my sister is pretty religious so she doesn't support the LGBTQ+ community she respects them but doesn't support it. I was fine with that but I feel like she thinks im not actually bi, like im faking it or going through some phase. She won't say it out loud but I've known her my whole life and i just don't think she actually accepts me. She'll respect it but she won't accept me and it just rlly hurts yahknow. When the sister ratted out her brother I got scared, you never know she could do the same. I could trst her with my whole life but trusting someone doesn't change their actions. She could turn on me and I'm scared. Like the book my situation is pretty similar even tho I'm middle child my parents have always given me more attention recently my sisters been cold, distant and rude to me. I'm scared that she'll tell them im bi out of anger. My parents would disown me and im not even 16 yet


Thanks for reading my rant

Responses
    The science kid February 13, 2021 4:34 pm

    I’m so sorry that you feel that way, but think about in a few years you will be out of your house and living your own life. Clothing doesn’t have a gender sow wear whatever you want. I also came out to my parents this my dad was chill about but talks about why I’m bi and my mom I don’t think supports them either but she still loves me. Advice I would give you is kinda educate them more about it, and if your sister exposes you expose here

    Certified simp ✨ February 14, 2021 3:10 am
    I’m so sorry that you feel that way, but think about in a few years you will be out of your house and living your own life. Clothing doesn’t have a gender sow wear whatever you want. I also came out to my p... The science kid

    Thank you sm for the advice knowing that someone is going through something similar makes me feel better

    The science kid February 14, 2021 8:22 am
    Thank you sm for the advice knowing that someone is going through something similar makes me feel better Certified simp ✨

    Ofc! Stay strong babe and know you’re not alone :))