I'm I the only one who actually understood the story and knows wats going on

please explain it, i cant understand shit ;/

So basically I guess we all get the part that his father left dept wen he killed shelf so the mc had to become a "prostitute" since he was young untill now
So the dude hates his life and he also has this urge to set ppl on fire so wen he found out about the killings he new who it was cuz I think these 2 guys go way back or something like that
So wen the murderer guy liked that driver he new that the mc was in the car yet still did nothing to him
And that's wen he says"a god" like it's a sign something like that. So he might come to him
And then wat u know he gets to his house and picks the lock and finds him been rammed by that blond guy
So he was surprised cuz mc didn't think he'd actually come but he did

I'm sorry I'm bad at explaining things cuz english my second language but I hope u get the just of it