Okay I finally understand this so I’ll explain what’s going on for those confused jaehan wants to ruin heegyeom because he likes him basically? he said in the latest chapter that he wants to get rid of unpleasant feelings(how he feels about heegyeom) but seeing heegyeom sad doesn’t satisfy him the way he thought it would. I’m not sure if he wants to ruin him because he topped him and he was originally a top or more because he feels himself submitting and becoming soft for a man which he never experienced but he is definitely ruling with jealously with heegyeom and the red head. he suspects those two have some sort of relationship which is why he’s so aggy towards the red head in the first place. even though he says he want some to destroy heegyeom he gets jealous?? he definitely likes him and doesn’t know how to go about his feelings.
Okay I finally understand this so I’ll explain what’s going on for those confused jaehan wants to ruin heegyeom because he likes him basically? he said in the latest chapter that he wants to get rid of unpleasant feelings(how he feels about heegyeom) but seeing heegyeom sad doesn’t satisfy him the way he thought it would. I’m not sure if he wants to ruin him because he topped him and he was originally a top or more because he feels himself submitting and becoming soft for a man which he never experienced but he is definitely ruling with jealously with heegyeom and the red head. he suspects those two have some sort of relationship which is why he’s so aggy towards the red head in the first place. even though he says he want some to destroy heegyeom he gets jealous?? he definitely likes him and doesn’t know how to go about his feelings.